Happy New Year!

My dears,
Another year has passed, both with good and not so good things.
Now it's the moment to put aside all the bad things that happened during the year and make a new to do list, begining with the things missed in 2011 and continuing with everything else.
May you all have a shortlist or no list at the end of 2012 with unfullfilled things from the year which knocks our doors.
Thank you also for reading me or sometimes inspiring me :).

Searching happiness...

and tranquility.

Many times I arrive @ home sad. Tired. Upset. Many times I forget to thank people for being there and supporting me in my worse moments. Much more times, I forget to thank that superior force that keeps us all in one place, Earth. And... in the same amount of cases, I forget that he sent me here with a purpose. I don't know which this is, but I shouldn't continue wandering about it, because I'm sure I will not find the answer.

Might be that his sole purpose was to be here... for those people who love me. For those few people who learn something from me. For doing those few invoices and contracts that sometimes make me crazy. Or just for listening the crazy things some people want to share and don't have with whom.

Or maybe... :) for driving others crazy. This way they should learn to control their emotions, be more attentive or responsible. For ordering Avon products to those who need them. For making a big mess on my desk... For creating the feeling that my parents succeeded in raising a kid, even though, that kid didn't inherit their qualities.

To that someone, "from upstairs" I'd like to thank. And to that someone, "from upstairs" I'd like to ask for help now, again, when I'm feeling lost... somewhere in the middle of everything. When I'm feeling tired. Stressed. Ugly. Used. Upset. Unhappy. Unfulfilled.

Put a good thought in my head. Put light into my thoughts. Put good people around me to help me and support me. Understand me and create in me the need of being there for them. For they need me and love me.

Thank you!